11-06-2020, 06:05 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-06-2020, 06:13 PM by Eloise.
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I’m February 2014, I joined and made my first post on this forum. It was a brief introduction. I was naive and boob greedy. As I wrote, “I have joined because I want to look as feminine as I feel inside.” Six years later, I am hopefully less naive but I am still boob greedy and have taken steps to reconcile that disconnect between my physical and emotional. At that time I thought I could feminize a bit — enough to make me feel good but not enough to go full transition. I should have taken to heart Samantha Rogers’ warning in her reply to my post: “Just be careful, ok, sweetheart?” Although she was talking about possible atrophy of various *umm* parts 
the warning should have made me pause and realize what I was getting in to. But I was young, dumb, and wanted boobs. So I dove in. Lotus, like always, hit the nail on the head. “I’m sure it starts with wanting to grow breasts, and at some point or other thoughts of transitioning [begin] to creep in,” Lotus sagaciously and perceptively stated. Once I was on PM thoughts not only crept in, they came in like a wrecking ball. By September 2016, after going from PM to BO, I decided to go on HRT and have been on and off (for various reasons) since. But I haven’t openly transitioned.
I have always found this board as a source of inspiration, encouragement, and full of knowledge and love. Which is why, after lurking for the past few years, I’ve decided to come back.
My goal is to earnestly document my ‘restart’, for both my own interest and to maybe benefit others. I look forward to rekindling old acquaintances and making new ones. Feel free to offer advice—please please do!—and ask questions!
Okay, some background on my ‘restart’:before covid hit, I was taking 4mg E2 and 200mg spironolactone and massaging about 1 pump worth of progesterone cream. My bra size was 34A. Before any breast enhancement I was flat as a board so that is rather big for me. I’ve been off HRT since the beginning of April thus I’ve ‘deflated’ a bit and why I am restarting.
I’ll post these pictures as my restart baseline.
Hugs to all,
-e
the warning should have made me pause and realize what I was getting in to. But I was young, dumb, and wanted boobs. So I dove in. Lotus, like always, hit the nail on the head. “I’m sure it starts with wanting to grow breasts, and at some point or other thoughts of transitioning [begin] to creep in,” Lotus sagaciously and perceptively stated. Once I was on PM thoughts not only crept in, they came in like a wrecking ball. By September 2016, after going from PM to BO, I decided to go on HRT and have been on and off (for various reasons) since. But I haven’t openly transitioned. I have always found this board as a source of inspiration, encouragement, and full of knowledge and love. Which is why, after lurking for the past few years, I’ve decided to come back.
My goal is to earnestly document my ‘restart’, for both my own interest and to maybe benefit others. I look forward to rekindling old acquaintances and making new ones. Feel free to offer advice—please please do!—and ask questions!
Okay, some background on my ‘restart’:before covid hit, I was taking 4mg E2 and 200mg spironolactone and massaging about 1 pump worth of progesterone cream. My bra size was 34A. Before any breast enhancement I was flat as a board so that is rather big for me. I’ve been off HRT since the beginning of April thus I’ve ‘deflated’ a bit and why I am restarting.
I’ll post these pictures as my restart baseline.
Hugs to all,
-e
