26-02-2023, 02:59 AM
I am a married,60yo, empty nester, recently retired...I've raised a family and repressed my true self for my entire life simply to appease others expectations.
Even my career was typical of trying to prove my masculinity. I have long since known that I am not the masculine person I presented to everyone. In retirement I am embracing my truth.
I believe that I am non binary transfeminine, my therapist is certain that I am a woman. I know that my age for transition is not that unusual anymore and we can blame the lack of information back in the 1970s and 1980s. I am terrified of my reality but I am embracing it whole heartedly and if surgery can perform miracles I am all in!
I have been dabbling with PM for the last 5 years and have gone on a much more realistic program of PM (2000mg) and RR (1500mgs) which is returning results for both my mental and physical situation. I also take occasionally Promensil Extra Strength 80mgs(Red Clover...nice nipple growth.. they are now large and fully feminine) and I take licorice root as an alternative.
I am going to move to Bovine Ovary as soon as I can find it in stock as I feel that this is a logical next step. The results some people are having after stepping from herbs to BO to HRT is encouraging.
I am out to my wife of 40 years but no one else. I say no one else but over the years my daughters have seen me by accident in my nightgown (and panties with painted red toes). Clues such as my Amazon shopping basket or even female clothing purchases at Walmart in person with them present also keeps them aware of my true self.They are grown women and are married off these days..it will not be a deal breaker for them as I believe that they already have their suspicions. They love and accept me as I am...
What they don't know is that my orientation has also changed, I am attracted to men.
I live at home with my wife's support in androgynous mode. My personal hygiene items (deodorant, body wash etc. have been feminine for atleast 25 years).
In fact she knew about my feminine self prior to our marriage. I have received counselling which was very favorable but I was forced to stop due to financial reasons.
I have a new insurance provider to pay for these counselling sessions so it is my intention to resume them.
My full time transition to HRT is on my list. I enjoy the community here as so many sincere individuals happy to help and advise ..I always welcome your knowledge and friendship
Thanks for listening
Jessica
Program:
2000mg PM
1500 RR or Licorice
1500 Red Maca
1800 Fenugreek
I take red clover occasionally in the form of extra strength Promensil 80 mg daily for 1 month
Even my career was typical of trying to prove my masculinity. I have long since known that I am not the masculine person I presented to everyone. In retirement I am embracing my truth.
I believe that I am non binary transfeminine, my therapist is certain that I am a woman. I know that my age for transition is not that unusual anymore and we can blame the lack of information back in the 1970s and 1980s. I am terrified of my reality but I am embracing it whole heartedly and if surgery can perform miracles I am all in!
I have been dabbling with PM for the last 5 years and have gone on a much more realistic program of PM (2000mg) and RR (1500mgs) which is returning results for both my mental and physical situation. I also take occasionally Promensil Extra Strength 80mgs(Red Clover...nice nipple growth.. they are now large and fully feminine) and I take licorice root as an alternative.
I am going to move to Bovine Ovary as soon as I can find it in stock as I feel that this is a logical next step. The results some people are having after stepping from herbs to BO to HRT is encouraging.
I am out to my wife of 40 years but no one else. I say no one else but over the years my daughters have seen me by accident in my nightgown (and panties with painted red toes). Clues such as my Amazon shopping basket or even female clothing purchases at Walmart in person with them present also keeps them aware of my true self.They are grown women and are married off these days..it will not be a deal breaker for them as I believe that they already have their suspicions. They love and accept me as I am...
What they don't know is that my orientation has also changed, I am attracted to men.
I live at home with my wife's support in androgynous mode. My personal hygiene items (deodorant, body wash etc. have been feminine for atleast 25 years).
In fact she knew about my feminine self prior to our marriage. I have received counselling which was very favorable but I was forced to stop due to financial reasons.
I have a new insurance provider to pay for these counselling sessions so it is my intention to resume them.
My full time transition to HRT is on my list. I enjoy the community here as so many sincere individuals happy to help and advise ..I always welcome your knowledge and friendship
Thanks for listening
Jessica
Program:
2000mg PM
1500 RR or Licorice
1500 Red Maca
1800 Fenugreek
I take red clover occasionally in the form of extra strength Promensil 80 mg daily for 1 month
