Thank you, Beth
What size would I like to be? Well, the leitmotif of this forum is "maybe just a tiny bit more...". In reality I am way past any original intent in terms of size. I'd like my right boob to catch up with the left both in terms of size and shape, then I'd be OK. I always said that I would stop at 38B, and now I am a full 38B which turns into a C with some pumping.
Knowing how bad I am at resisting temptation, most probably I will finish using what I have at home and then take a looooooooooooooooooooooong break and, hopefully, my mind off NBE which has been quite a strong fetish recently, constantly at the top of my thoughts (huge pink fog). My inventory is more or less 120 caps of PM, 1 bottle of FG caps, and one bottle of Oestogel. I will use the oestogel at the end of February, low dosage, and that should finish at the end of March if I calculated the dosage correctly. Then reassess and probably finish PM and FG before the Summer.
I am quite worried, in a way, about growing more and then going on holiday. I think that right now the shape of my chest is still moobish, and it's OK to be chubby and have that. Should the shape change drastically when using the gel, I may have some problems at the pool.