About seven years ago there was a contributor to this forum who went by the name Microstring. He was passionately interested in achieving lactation. We exchanged several private messages, and in one of them he shared a link to his blog on his feminization. It's a remarkable story, extremely well written and quite gripping. At the age of around forty he met two women from Ghana in a bar. They took him home and seduced him in unusual ways and started him on a path to feminization. It's a very long blog, and I haven't read all of it, but what I have read is remarkable and it is one of the most erotic things I have ever read. Here's the URL. http://hommeofeminin.erog.fr/. It's in French, and for those who don't read the language it's worth trying to read with the aid of Google translate. You won't regret the effort!