I thought it would be good to give you some backstory on myself and why, like you, I am drawn to feminization. My previous post “My Story: Herbal Breast Growth and More!” describes my current progress. But you may ask what led me to pursue this path.
Even as a child, I was always thin and underdeveloped for a male. When I was 8 I had to have an operation on my penis because the hole was too small—something about the penis wasn't formed correctly. Growing up I was always far behind my peers in physical maturity. I didn't play sports (I was told, among other things, that I “Throw like a girl.”) In high school I was placed in a special gym class with other students who had physical limitations.
Puberty came late, but around the same time I became anorexic (not wanting to eat, fear of eating) and became even thinner still—at one point I was 5'10” and weighed only 93 lbs. The anorexia probably further stifled my development of mature male characteristics. I eventually got over that, and have gained 50 lbs. since then, 20 of them within the last year when I started MTF natural HRT.
I am agoraphobic so I don't travel far from home. A lot of things “normal” people do routinely are too hard for me to do. I have only worked part-time, but now with my self-pampering, full-time feminization routine, having an actual job is pretty much out of the question.
The good part is that all those “hard years” plus certain genetics have produced a male body that is almost ideal for feminization; being thin, frail, narrow-shouldered, and not abundantly masculine to begin with. Going from MTF is not that 'big a leap' for me. The natural hormone therapy I have been doing has improved my health in many ways. I love my new feminine curves and fat distribution, my so-soft skin, my new breasts (still small, but real and growing!), my new erogenous zones and female libido—Mmmm, mmmmm! I just love femininity and feeling female!
I am also a Major Empath and a true Pisces, with all the classical characteristics of that Sign.
I am writing this because I know there are people out there—trans people, gay people, gender fluid people—who may share some of the bewildering experiences I have had. I want them to know that I have been there too. Don't let the world push you around and tell you that you're “wrong”. Know that you are greatly loved! If your highest excitement is becoming feminine or female, then go for it! That's what I am doing.
I love you all!
-Graceful Curves (A name I picked for myself!)
Even as a child, I was always thin and underdeveloped for a male. When I was 8 I had to have an operation on my penis because the hole was too small—something about the penis wasn't formed correctly. Growing up I was always far behind my peers in physical maturity. I didn't play sports (I was told, among other things, that I “Throw like a girl.”) In high school I was placed in a special gym class with other students who had physical limitations.
Puberty came late, but around the same time I became anorexic (not wanting to eat, fear of eating) and became even thinner still—at one point I was 5'10” and weighed only 93 lbs. The anorexia probably further stifled my development of mature male characteristics. I eventually got over that, and have gained 50 lbs. since then, 20 of them within the last year when I started MTF natural HRT.
I am agoraphobic so I don't travel far from home. A lot of things “normal” people do routinely are too hard for me to do. I have only worked part-time, but now with my self-pampering, full-time feminization routine, having an actual job is pretty much out of the question.
The good part is that all those “hard years” plus certain genetics have produced a male body that is almost ideal for feminization; being thin, frail, narrow-shouldered, and not abundantly masculine to begin with. Going from MTF is not that 'big a leap' for me. The natural hormone therapy I have been doing has improved my health in many ways. I love my new feminine curves and fat distribution, my so-soft skin, my new breasts (still small, but real and growing!), my new erogenous zones and female libido—Mmmm, mmmmm! I just love femininity and feeling female!
I am also a Major Empath and a true Pisces, with all the classical characteristics of that Sign.
I am writing this because I know there are people out there—trans people, gay people, gender fluid people—who may share some of the bewildering experiences I have had. I want them to know that I have been there too. Don't let the world push you around and tell you that you're “wrong”. Know that you are greatly loved! If your highest excitement is becoming feminine or female, then go for it! That's what I am doing.
I love you all!
-Graceful Curves (A name I picked for myself!)
My body looks and feels more like a girl all the time! 
