Pansy,
Thank you for your truly thoughtful response. Like I have said I welcome everyone willing to give me information in my learning experience so that hopefully down the road I can help the next person in a position similar to my own.
So I guess I will just address the points you made in order:
As far as where I got the 9000 number from. I got this number from reading the mice study on PM that Byrony posted. Again I could be reading this completely wrong but how I took the study was that feeding the mouse 100 mg/kg produced very little reproduction impact. So with myself weighing about 90kg, 90kg * 100 mg would be 9000 mg safely. Again this could be completely wrong and I would never consider taking this much because even if the numbers are "safe" it doesn't sound safe.
Next, as far as my list goes I do agree that it is over the top. But is it bad to be over the top? Could I possibley get less desirable results? As far as a base program goes would you recommend trying to create a cycle of hormones or just keeping with the same routine every day?
On your point of relationships I really having nothing to add other than I 100% agree with you.
I too also hope I have at least another 40-50 years. On the point of not being able to go shirt less in public, I don't really see this as a problem for me (granted my mind is still young) because over the past 4 or 5 years I have been uncomfortable removing my shirt in front of anyone seeing as I am somewhat overweight and have what I consider to be descent sized moobs. As far as cringing away this is something I would say I already have some experience with. Like yourself I also have my navel pierced. I have had it for slightly over a year and still any time that anybody's hand gets close to my stomach I cringe away. And as far as someone feeling my bra straps, this is just something each one of us has to get over for our dreams to become reality. To your point on kids I do not really have an answer to that as I don't have kids. But I wouldn't exactly say I am anxious to have kids. I would say I don't want to damage my chances of having children in the future. From my stand point I could wait 10 years before I have kids but that is dependent on your partners wants as well. As to what my kids think I hope it would be able to teach them the old saying of "you can accomplish anything you put your mind to". As far as their friends go I suppose I will cross that bridge when I come to it.
With regards to anxiety, I now have a better understanding of what is meant. Going off of a baseline of absolutely no anxiety, then I would say I have low anxiety. In your example of "Did I remember to lock the door?" I would say this example happens to me more than anything else. I guess this wouldn't just be forgetfulness because even if I am fairly sure I have locked it I go back and jiggle the knob to make sure. The most extreme example I can remember is when I was about half a mile down the road and thought "Did I lock the door" and then feeling the need to turn around, go back home and check (and of course it was). Maybe you can be the judge of how extreme that is?
Again I want to thank everyone for their wonderful comments and all I ask if that you keep them coming.
Much Love,
Brittni
Thank you for your truly thoughtful response. Like I have said I welcome everyone willing to give me information in my learning experience so that hopefully down the road I can help the next person in a position similar to my own.
So I guess I will just address the points you made in order:
As far as where I got the 9000 number from. I got this number from reading the mice study on PM that Byrony posted. Again I could be reading this completely wrong but how I took the study was that feeding the mouse 100 mg/kg produced very little reproduction impact. So with myself weighing about 90kg, 90kg * 100 mg would be 9000 mg safely. Again this could be completely wrong and I would never consider taking this much because even if the numbers are "safe" it doesn't sound safe.
Next, as far as my list goes I do agree that it is over the top. But is it bad to be over the top? Could I possibley get less desirable results? As far as a base program goes would you recommend trying to create a cycle of hormones or just keeping with the same routine every day?
On your point of relationships I really having nothing to add other than I 100% agree with you.
I too also hope I have at least another 40-50 years. On the point of not being able to go shirt less in public, I don't really see this as a problem for me (granted my mind is still young) because over the past 4 or 5 years I have been uncomfortable removing my shirt in front of anyone seeing as I am somewhat overweight and have what I consider to be descent sized moobs. As far as cringing away this is something I would say I already have some experience with. Like yourself I also have my navel pierced. I have had it for slightly over a year and still any time that anybody's hand gets close to my stomach I cringe away. And as far as someone feeling my bra straps, this is just something each one of us has to get over for our dreams to become reality. To your point on kids I do not really have an answer to that as I don't have kids. But I wouldn't exactly say I am anxious to have kids. I would say I don't want to damage my chances of having children in the future. From my stand point I could wait 10 years before I have kids but that is dependent on your partners wants as well. As to what my kids think I hope it would be able to teach them the old saying of "you can accomplish anything you put your mind to". As far as their friends go I suppose I will cross that bridge when I come to it.
With regards to anxiety, I now have a better understanding of what is meant. Going off of a baseline of absolutely no anxiety, then I would say I have low anxiety. In your example of "Did I remember to lock the door?" I would say this example happens to me more than anything else. I guess this wouldn't just be forgetfulness because even if I am fairly sure I have locked it I go back and jiggle the knob to make sure. The most extreme example I can remember is when I was about half a mile down the road and thought "Did I lock the door" and then feeling the need to turn around, go back home and check (and of course it was). Maybe you can be the judge of how extreme that is?
Again I want to thank everyone for their wonderful comments and all I ask if that you keep them coming.
Much Love,
Brittni