[Samantha Rogers]

Connie, sweetheart, try taking part in the other conversations so people get to know you better. sitting in your "corner" is like sitting at home in your room. If you visit with other threads and other people then they are more likely to want to come and visit you.
Hugs

[Robbin]

Sorry the way I acted before I think my mood swings were getting to me . Its good to be back supporting everyone. This pm has a kick to it is really starting to effect my mind more. I have been taking it since last july. It is very addictive.

[EvaMarie]

Hi Connie I hope your little corner of the world is a happy place and Im inspired by your progress Hugs

[Samantha Rogers]

Good to see you back, Connie! I was worried you had become discouraged.
Keep your chin up, honey! There are good days and there are bad days.
Hugs

[Robbin]

Thank you its good to be back

[Robbin]

I just wanted to say hi every one I come around here a lot and just read everyone experiences and i'm happy everybody is not giving up on there dreams. I'm still taking pm I have some more progress I will post soon. I'm getting more interested in hrt . But I keep hearing good and bad things about it. I also think transgender people are getting a bad reputation because of all the shemales out there that are pushing sex way to much.
I have to tell you pm decreases my sex drive a lot. All the anal sex and strong sexual feelings they try to push it's so misleading that I think I can see how people can get the wrong idea. I just wanted to share that with everybody here.
To many web sights are pushing hypnosis and sex way to much I just wanted to know what everyone thought about that and how they felt about it also
Thanks again for stopping by.

[GoneGirl]

Hi Connie,
While I don't disagree with you, I haven't been to a porn site but once or twice, since starting PM, and then only a quick look-see. I used to visit Anna Malice's site daily, but have lost all interest in it. I will say that pre-NBE, I was attracted to the so callled 'shemale' porn sites along with myriad solo girl sites. I think is was my latent crossdreaming nature that put these sites on my A list.

I never felt anything but admiration for these girls even before I understood what cross gender dysphoria was all about. I don't claim to know what motivates T-girls to join the world of sex for sale, but I have to believe it is mainly to make a living and to accumulate enough cash to pay for surgery. I do wonder how T-girls (I prefer that label to shemales) like Kimber James and Mandy Mitchell are able to maintain the function of their boy bits so well.

Clara

[EvaMarie]

Hi Connie,
While I don't disagree with you, I haven't been to a porn site but once or twice, since starting PM, and then only a quick look-see. I used to visit Anna Malice's site daily, but have lost all interest in it. I will say that pre-NBE, I was attracted to the so callled 'shemale' porn sites along with myriad solo girl sites. I think is was my latent crossdreaming nature that put these sites on my A list.

I never felt anything but admiration for these girls even before I understood what cross gender dysphoria was all about. I don't claim to know what motivates T-girls to join the world of sex for sale, but I have to believe it is mainly to make a living and to accumulate enough cash to pay for surgery. I do wonder how T-girls (I prefer that label to shemales) like Kimber James and Mandy Mitchell are able to maintain the function of their boy bits so well.

Clara

Well Clara I can tell you Im on a fairly aggressive start with HRT and Ive pretty much cut down the PM to 500mg a day but not even every day anymore....

Its definitely much more functional than it was on NBE only

Enough that Im considering going up to 2-3 g's of PM for a while with the pharma stuff in an attempt to tone that down a bit....

Almost seems like I was doing better on NBE... They are still sore but I thought they were growing better on PM

[EvaMarie]

I just wanted to say hi every one I come around here a lot and just read everyone experiences and i'm happy everybody is not giving up on there dreams. I'm still taking pm I have some more progress I will post soon. I'm getting more interested in hrt . But I keep hearing good and bad things about it. I also think transgender people are getting a bad reputation because of all the shemales out there that are pushing sex way to much.
I have to tell you pm decreases my sex drive a lot. All the anal sex and strong sexual feelings they try to push it's so misleading that I think I can see how people can get the wrong idea. I just wanted to share that with everybody here.
To many web sights are pushing hypnosis and sex way to much I just wanted to know what everyone thought about that and how they felt about it also
Thanks again for stopping by.

Hi Connie good to see your still here and things are going good for you

I agree with you on that, there is SO much more to this than sex...

In fact the farther this goes for me the less sex has anything to do with it......

They make us all out to be just a bunch of perverts when thats actually very far from the truth... All the porn does not help much to make "normal" people understand....

When the T was much higher the drive was higher along with all the "deviant" sexual urges... When the T is gone or much lower its all so much different...

"Normal" people have normal hormones working on them and they also have a lot of hang ups and repressed things going on their heads they will never admit to or even deal with that shapes their judgement of us...

What they cant understand is we have fully accepted ourselves and thrown out and rejected all the guilt and shame and crap and live life as our true selves... I takes a STRONG person to do that and some "normal" people do get that... It is getting better these days though I think...

I think a lot of people consciously or not are scared of parts of themselves that can totally identify with trans people but they are too messed up in the head or not strong enough to accept themselves as themselves...

Those are my thoughts on your excellent observation and question...

All the best to you

[GoneGirl]

Hi Connie,
While I don't disagree with you, I haven't been to a porn site but once or twice, since starting PM, and then only a quick look-see. I used to visit Anna Malice's site daily, but have lost all interest in it. I will say that pre-NBE, I was attracted to the so callled 'shemale' porn sites along with myriad solo girl sites. I think is was my latent crossdreaming nature that put these sites on my A list.

I never felt anything but admiration for these girls even before I understood what cross gender dysphoria was all about. I don't claim to know what motivates T-girls to join the world of sex for sale, but I have to believe it is mainly to make a living and to accumulate enough cash to pay for surgery. I do wonder how T-girls (I prefer that label to shemales) like Kimber James and Mandy Mitchell are able to maintain the function of their boy bits so well.

Clara

Well Clara I can tell you Im on a fairly aggressive start with HRT and Ive pretty much cut down the PM to 500mg a day but not even every day anymore....

Its definitely much more functional than it was on NBE only

Enough that Im considering going up to 2-3 g's of PM for a while with the pharma stuff in an attempt to tone that down a bit....

Almost seems like I was doing better on NBE... They are still sore but I thought they were growing better on PM

Eve, honey, what are you using as an AA? That is critical to lowering your T and to ridding yourself of male sexual urges. PM somehow acts as an AA from my personal experience by reducing total testosterone. I'm not sure why exactly, but Lotus' postings led me to the understanding that when the body has high estrogen content, the pituitary, which can't distinguish between estrogen and testosterone, secretes less LH enzyme which the testes use to regulate the amount of T produced; less LH means less T produced. Maybe, somehow, PM has more effect on reducing the LH production of the pituitary gland than human estrogen does, IDK.

P.S. Lotus, dear, if you read this, please correct me if I'm off base.

Clara (feeling I should know more than I actually do)