08-02-2015, 03:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-02-2015, 03:16 PM by jannet.duff.)
(08-02-2015, 12:42 AM)Fire And Ice Wrote: , I just don't think I can open up to any one specific person, not again. I can't help but feel that I have a tendency to ruin everything.
I tend not to post, but I do try to find time to read the forum at least once a day. Your quote above speaks volumes. As others have mentioned what you are going through will mirror what most of us bio males are struggling with. From the feelings of being worthless, always making a mess of things. Bottling things up is defiantly a feeling self protection, unfortunately the very thing we use to protect ourselves can also be our downfall. Like you I have had the feeling of been kicked in the teeth after opening up to somebody you thought was close enough to be understanding, but keep in mind, you will find that somebody special, that somebody who gets and understands you. ( or at the very least is prepared to support you, without being negative )
I would think that writing your thoughts down will have a positive effect on your well being, posting them for others to comment on is your decision. Personally, I like to read your posts, it reminds me that I'm not the only one.
Have you tried to find a local support group, quite often you will find that actually meeting with others going through similar issues as ourselves, face to face can be quite beneficial.