[julieTG]

Sigh 
Predictive text 

Should be

Grew faster which would indicate t up

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Julie

[Happyme]

Well just to keep this thread updated and balanced

I upped my estrogen dosage to 100 to 150mg per 3 days 

Nipples are larger and growth jumped 

Also I am frisky as hell , but and a big but

Boy tool is a little down , it’s keen and eager Ish

Hard but sensivity reduced and certainly not as responsive 

So this week really is the balance line, it really wants to play mentally but physically no

However I have the feeling it could just be that I have been in subservient mode 

Interesting though was the fact that my stubble on Sunday gree faster which would indulge t up 

Little confusing at moment so will keep you updated

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Julie

Bottoms up Julie
 
Bobbi

[Birgit]

Hi all

well I decided to measure myself in the down below dep too see if

2 years on pm and now hrt had caused any shrinkage

4 years ago I measured at

7.25 inches

and guess what on Saturday as still approx 7.2

and whats more while being happy with the wife I lasted for ages after and was still hard

Think it is a case of use it or lost it

I am often hard many times daily so it gets exercise , if not frisky I just a take a sneak look at

Polys new growth, that soon wakes things up

Lol

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Julie

Good for you !

I used to be 8 inch when I started 2 1/2 years ago.

Now after 1 year of herbs, 1 1/2 years of HRT and 1 1/2 years after my orchi, I am less then 3 inch and not hard at all. Penetration is impossible for over a year.

My wife who supported me from the beginning is not too sad, I think she only tested me 2 or 3 times to make sure that it's gone.
However we have developed other ways to satisfy each other pretty much lesbian sex and I am happy with what I have.

[julieTG]

Oh
THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE

Boy tool is lifeless, its not even raising its head to say hello in the morning,

I am turned on and frisky as hell , but snake (well worm now) is just laying there dormant

Ok I appreciate Grow November was an effort to increase breast growth, but i only upped the E by a small amount, and just aghast its killed boy tool,

Puzzled ????????????????????????????????

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Julie

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[PleasantlyFascinated]

You probably just need to go with the flow.  Maybe you're coming down with something and your body is marshalling forces to fight it off.  It isn't necessarily always the best idea to send energy out your whanger.

[notquitemale]

Hi all

well I decided to measure myself in the down below dep too see if

2 years on pm and now hrt had caused any shrinkage

4 years ago I measured at

7.25 inches

and guess what on Saturday as still approx 7.2

and whats more while being happy with the wife I lasted for ages after and was still hard

Think it is a case of use it or lost it

I am often hard many times daily so it gets exercise , if not frisky I just a take a sneak look at

Polys new growth, that soon wakes things up

Lol

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Julie

Good for you !

I used to be 8 inch when I started 2 1/2 years ago.

Now after 1 year of herbs, 1 1/2 years of HRT and 1 1/2 years after my orchi, I am less then 3 inch and not hard at all. Penetration is impossible for over a year.

My wife who supported me from the beginning is not too sad, I think she only tested me 2 or 3 times to make sure that it's gone.
However we have developed other ways to satisfy each other pretty much lesbian sex and I am happy with what I have.

Haven't measured myself there but testicles seem tiny. Never any erections anymore. With Viagra a little  soft firmness never hard. I am lucky too my wife if fine with other pleasures. She too used to feel down there to check but hasn't in a long time.

[julieTG]

Hah
There we go

It’s up and awake today, as large as ever

Perhaps it was the thought of the beautiful pink sleep wear the wife got for me yesterday 

Lol

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Julie

[julieTG]

Nothing like trying to achieve balance is there 
This week I have not taken any estrogen in an effort to get the boytool up to max , the reverse happened
On Friday, nothing, zip zero , it so totally did not want to know despite best efforts by both of us 

This has never happened before ,

So yesterday I said sod it and put a estrogen patch back on 

Today it’s up and bouncing around like a bloody flagpole, all very welcome except a day late

Not quite sure what’s going on here , ie 
Is it a mental block
Hormone imbalance 
I feel well enough in myself 

Yes very stressed underneath, but surface more chilled than usual

My sexual research is well down so the bite has gone which is exactly the point of me taking estrogen 
But I must admit thought taking a week off would have me super hard, but nope

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Julie

[Nipply Russel]

Maybe you're experiencing a "flywheel effect" due to longer time on E? That is, perhaps it will take several weeks for your hormone levels to normalize once you make a dosage change. And perhaps the ups and downs you're experienced are a combination of mental factors and temporary spikes in T/E levels??

Just spitballing.

[julieTG]

Just not sure
I know I’m getting a mental block type feeling
As in 
Yikes cannot get it up and conscious which then makes it worse 

It’s just so alien as up until 3 weeks ago it was up all the time so to speak, 

A month ago it would not go down for hours , literally

These are crazy spikes

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Julie 

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