When I first started, I was about three weeks into it & the PM kicked in, I kinda freaked out at the mind-changes that PM/E brought about. I really could not handle it & I threw all my PM away. It seems to be a common reaction that many have experienced. Then, a few months later i reordered. I almost had a similar episode last year with frustrations at the loss of libido. I came close to throwing away the PM. But, I didn't. I just stopped taking them for a few months. It got to the point I could recognize the signs of too much E, and I'm just going from there. "Breaks" are good, right? I don't see myself stopping for a while. I'm happy with the size I'm at now, and of course I want to go bigger, but I'm not sure how things will be when they're "really noticeable". Who knows, but I want to at least get to that point. While I do love my shaved legs & house skirts, I'm committed to male-mode in public. I hope everyone finds their peaceful path.