[Wishful]

Well, when you stop and think about this, taking female hormones, whether herbal or prescription, will 'rewire' you. You can see the result of this rewiring sitting on your chest. However, one place you can not see is the rewiring or reprogramming of the brain. Your brain is being converted to a female brain, at least as much as it can. I can see this myself in my personality. I have posted in other threads here that off PM I am very easy to anger and so on. On PM I mellow out and am a lot easier to live with. Just ask my wife. Another thing I have noticed and also read about elsewhere on the internet is less interest in porn. I don't get the urge to look at it much anymore. You don't get the urge to xdress as much. Its all related to the reprogramming of the brain. Welcome to the female side of the world.

[hoselover]

I noticed an interesting comment on Cheryl1989's forum website and thought I would post about it here. The comment was that the desire to xdress had diminished in some way(s) after being on a breast growth program for some time. It struck a chord for me, as I have found a similar effect. I have been on a light regimen of fenugreek, fennel, and (off and on) saw palmetto for almost a year. I have gone from nothing to a 38a (small a i think). I am pleased with it. Over this time I have found that although I still very much like a bra for how it makes me feel, I have far less desire for most of the rest of women's wear than I used to. Perhaps I am just changing, but women's wear has been a fascination for me since childhood, so I find this change significant. Having seen the comment on Cheryl1989's website, I begin to think the change might not be unique to me. Has anyone else found this to be happening to them?

Interesting to see that this question has been raised. Just back from holidays I was thinking about this. That I like my growing breasts but also that I felt lesser need to put on my female clothes. I am 42 now, becoming 43 and however my clothes are nice I never look like a real good looking girl. I made some steps outside but is was the not successful image of a crossdresser. So I think about trying not to crossdress until november / december (may be only some lingerie) but I will continue with developing my breasts, and I think I will not stop wearing bras now and then.

The thought of not wearing any female clothes did surprise me a little but now I read this thread I might found a cause for it.

[raksi]

I still feel a large desire to cross-dress after 2 months of NBE and some almost full A-cups. The more girly I feel, the more I want to be a girl. We shall see how I feel after a year though.

[Chrissiegirl]

I have just been through a viral infection, that has left me feeling more ill, than anything, I can recall in my adult life. In 10 days I lost a 12 lbs; most off my boobs
In that time, I lost all sense of gender identity; I was just an ill person. I had gone from feeling, that I was fundamentally female, to nothing. In that time I reduced my dose of PM, as I worried about it's effect on my recovery, and foumd some restoration of male sex drive and male personality characterictics, which I found very distastefull. In the last few days I am back on course. So, yes there is a a big mental element in all of this.
As someone, who sees herself as fundamentaly, trangendered, I can see that outside influenceces can bring an influence, on how you feel about yourself.
However, in alll of the 7 weeks of my illness, how I dressed was never a real issue. I have a wardrobe, that is, fundamentaly, unisex, as I live a life, where I am in constant and, unpreditcable, contact with the public and with no private space, so I dress accordnigly.
To dress in truly, female clothing, is a releif; I can be truly me, but there is nothing sexual involved.
I worry, that some of you confuse TV with TS and I would hate you to go down the TS route, because you get a kick from dressing

[sfem]

Confuse TV with TS? Hmm.

I'm not sure this forum would exist if it weren't for the constant of confusion in this whole topic. I'd disagree that it is as simple as identifying someone as TS, so they aren't TV or vice-versa. I don't see how you can separate the two unless you go all the way with gender reassignment, and then I suppose TV is the norm since women wear both male and female clothes and no-one thinks of them as TV except maybe some backward cultures. I personally have always had serious issues with the whole TV label and the judgements it implies.

[robbirahman]

Almost imperceptible twist those girly, so when I refer to say, dress skirts and dresses, etc. Do not think that if ever I could accept all the breast side Men's me.

[Myrra]

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Hi All,
This is my first time here. I am 44y/o. Last year my doctor put me on amitriptyline 10mg/day,, shorty after I began o have pain & tingline in my breasts. I added saw palmetto and fenugreek to continue this growth. I have been xdressing since age 5. One thought that I have is that women as well as men need testosterone for promoting sexual interest. The female version of viagra is just that. So, fatigue and many other side effects are normal if you are going to increase your breast growth. one thing i have noticed is that i have an interesting calming effect while on the herbs. Also remember girls are full of hormones when their breasts develop; it still takes years to fully develop. So, don't get frustrated. Be patient and enjoy your new self. Also, think about the fact that you are getting insight into the women's psychi.

Just a note: dressing is a turn on typically. Women, i believe aren't getting turned on just by getting dressed in the morning

[melodysims]

Good morning,
I have joined you as a result of a ifetime of crossdressing and seeking a place in society. I was told about PM through an on-line Domme who said it would feminize me. Thanks to the administrators and organizars of this place, as it has opened my eyes to a new horizon. As for dressing, I dress full enfemme at every opportunity and am working toward a unisex male wardrobe. Teetering on the edge of androgeny seems ot be the best fit in this rough and tumble world. I would love to have a more feminine shape and disposition, but I'm afraid that PM will take me farther faster and forever.

[melodysims]

Good morning,
As I stated before, I dress at every opportunity and look forward to fitting better in my clothes. My PM order has yet to arrive, but I am hoping for the best results. I told my wife last night that my desire to dress was in effort to bring my outer closer to my inner self, and that the prospect of girlish curves, a calmer disposition and a blossoming bustline was soemthing I wanted to do; but only iwth her knowledge and undertanding. I even went as far as to convey some of the forums sentiments about the need to dress seemed to wane after a regimen was established. She was interested in the calming effects too. Thank to this forum and to all that come to share.
Melody

[Chrissiegirl]

I have not looked at this thread, since I last posted. I am not being judgemental, in the use of the term TV; it is simply that there is a fundamental difference, between TS and TV. The earliest memory I have, of introspective thought, was of wanting to be a girl.
As crossdressing could not address that issue, I refrained from doing it. Ultimately, I could no longer cope with how I felt and began my journey of transition.
Thanks to PM, I now have no feelings of maleness left and dress in a way that is appropriate to my gender, all be it that I adopt a rather androgenous look in public.
I only ever buy female clothes and am getting rid of my male ones. As a male, clothes shopping was a chore, now I love it.
For some of you, it may be that a partial feminisation of your body is more satisfying, than dressing up. I just worry that some of you may go further than you can handle. A pair of boobs are for life, unless removed surgicaly, and changes to your personality and sex drive are huge. One friend I confided in, said "gosh, that's why you are co calm". If you like the new you but cannot cope with the boobs, what are you going to do? Please be carefull, as I have said before, if you think you can hide a pair of B cup boobs, you are seriously deluded.