Congrats on your progress. Maybe you can slow/stop development at 500 every day (or even every other day) while retaining nipple sensitivity? Just a thought.
(25-01-2019, 01:03 PM)Shirazmn Wrote: I am now going to take a month long break. Sex drive is very down low, and when that happens I also lose the will to grow breasts. I need my male function back, and I don't mind waiting a bit and refuel my "fetish mind".
This bit is interesting because it sounds very similar to what I experience although my sex drive disappeared years ago ( before PM) so I don't have that in the mix. However, when I'm ON Pm my need to feminise myself disappears but after about 3 weeks OFF, it comes back and at the same time the fat starts to migrate away and the boobs start to deflate and of course I then want to start the PM again!
. I believe it is actually to do with satisfying my brain chemsitry. My brain thinks it should be feminine and the PM gives it what it needs 'chemically' and so high heels, short skirts and make-up aren't needed, but when it can't have PM it reverts to cross-dressing as a sort of artificial substitute.
@Pansy-Mae to me things are a bit easier. I crossdress, and do NBE, as a fetish. Fetish is sex related. Lower sex drive = lower need for fetish.
I actually learnt to enjoy the swing. It's true that after 3 or 4 weeks off PM I lose some size, but it's also true that when I restart I immediately feel the "turbo restart" effect. Since my sex drive also causes "pink fog", the days when I feel my breasts ballooning up are the best ones in the month. It's always been more about the idea of growing breasts for me rather than actually having a pair, so I really like the feeling of the turbo restart, and the only way to have it is to stop PM for a few weeks here and there.
I actually learnt to enjoy the swing. It's true that after 3 or 4 weeks off PM I lose some size, but it's also true that when I restart I immediately feel the "turbo restart" effect. Since my sex drive also causes "pink fog", the days when I feel my breasts ballooning up are the best ones in the month. It's always been more about the idea of growing breasts for me rather than actually having a pair, so I really like the feeling of the turbo restart, and the only way to have it is to stop PM for a few weeks here and there.
(26-01-2019, 08:58 AM)julieTG Wrote: Lotus will have a better view , but I’m not sure how good health wise so many on and offs are
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Julie
It's probably bad but, after all, taking unregulated herbal pills containing phytohormones to screw the hormonal balnce in a man enough to grow a pair of tits is, probably, not the cleverest thing to start with.
I am aware of the fact that I am fu*kin' with my body. I hope I won't get bad effects.
P.s. I rooted for a small maintenance dose of 500mg/day of PM. The thing I am most curious about is my rounding bum. I really like the way it's going.
Lol +1
Never said I was smart, just want to fill my cup.
Since last Saturday I was debating with myself if I wanted to stop cold turkey or lower the PM from 1000 to 500 mg/day, so I lowered to 500 mg per day until 2 days ago (Monday). Then something on Monday changed my mind and convinced me to stop. Sunday night I made love with my wife and before of that I shaved my chest and belly but I simply wiped the leftover shaving cream at the end instead of washing everything off. Nipple play has become a normal part of our lovemaking and she is jokingly calling my chest my "boobs" because she knows it turns me on (even if she is unaware of me using PM). My sex drive and provess was actually better than I expected after a month on PM.
That night, a couple of hours later, I woke up with a horrible sense of pain, as if the skin on my body was on fire. I realised that the shaving foam must have something inside that must be very harsh on the skin and it was giving me a massive rash everywhere. I showered it off and returned to bed. On Monday morning my nipples were on fire: completely erect, swollen, painful to the touch and hypersensitive. The skin on my chest had tightened and I was feeling as if my chest had doubled in size. Well... after a test with one of my unpadded bra it looks like I had another growth spurt and still now, two days later, my nipples are on fire and my chest has changed shape enough to make me feel the brushing of the fabric of every t-shirt I have. It's quite uncomfortable and I really wish I could wear a bra to give myself a bit of a rest.
So, in conclusion, I am stopping for now. I gave myself a rule to only do short periods on PM, like 10 days, and I went well over it doing 3 weeks in a row. My body seems to be responding exceptionally well to PM recently so I must take it extra easy if I don't want to grow more than I can afford to do.
If I have the time I'll take some pics in the near future. I am getting really fond of lace underwired unpadded bas, so I'd like to buy one or two more to see how they fit me.
That night, a couple of hours later, I woke up with a horrible sense of pain, as if the skin on my body was on fire. I realised that the shaving foam must have something inside that must be very harsh on the skin and it was giving me a massive rash everywhere. I showered it off and returned to bed. On Monday morning my nipples were on fire: completely erect, swollen, painful to the touch and hypersensitive. The skin on my chest had tightened and I was feeling as if my chest had doubled in size. Well... after a test with one of my unpadded bra it looks like I had another growth spurt and still now, two days later, my nipples are on fire and my chest has changed shape enough to make me feel the brushing of the fabric of every t-shirt I have. It's quite uncomfortable and I really wish I could wear a bra to give myself a bit of a rest.
So, in conclusion, I am stopping for now. I gave myself a rule to only do short periods on PM, like 10 days, and I went well over it doing 3 weeks in a row. My body seems to be responding exceptionally well to PM recently so I must take it extra easy if I don't want to grow more than I can afford to do.
If I have the time I'll take some pics in the near future. I am getting really fond of lace underwired unpadded bas, so I'd like to buy one or two more to see how they fit me.
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