(17-01-2014, 01:42 AM)ClaraKay Wrote: Interestingly, when it does go to the serious stuff, it has been while I'm dressed up pretty. My dear wife isn't disturbed by thoughts of lesbianism. "Lesbian sex", as Doodle calls it, has become our mainstay. What she won't do is take on a role that is too much associated with the male role. For example, I can't get her to put on a strap-on dildo and peg me.
CK
(17-01-2014, 01:28 PM)Scotti Wrote:(17-01-2014, 01:42 AM)ClaraKay Wrote: Interestingly, when it does go to the serious stuff, it has been while I'm dressed up pretty. My dear wife isn't disturbed by thoughts of lesbianism. "Lesbian sex", as Doodle calls it, has become our mainstay. What she won't do is take on a role that is too much associated with the male role. For example, I can't get her to put on a strap-on dildo and peg me.
CK
My wife is of the same mindset, and to be honest nothing gets her hotter than lesbian porn. I think in part this is because she is bi-curious and has stated she would love to sleep with another woman. So my cross dressing and desire to be more feminine feeds her inner cravings. The majority of our sexual interaction this month has involved me NOT penetrating her, so it has been all about her satisfaction. She does love using her strapon too as it gives her a sense of power and gives me a whole world of other feelings!
(17-01-2014, 03:08 PM)interbingung Wrote: I'll be as honest as possible. My desire of transition is driven by autogynephilia (agp). This fetish is so incredibly strong that over time made me develop the desire to have female body. Just like normal men fall in love with a women, I 'fall in love' with my female self. PM work so well in term of feminizing, although I had ffs surgery as well. While I'm somewhat happy with my new looks, unfortunately transition does not solve my relationship issue. It probably little bit worse now since libido is lower. Before all this, I had a relationship with a women but it doesn't work out. The reason is because she found out my crossdressing and she hate it very much. Another reason is she is a normal sexual woman. I could not provide her that. Normal sex for me is awkward. I don't know if its because the agp eclipse my normal sexuality or whether I have normal sexuality at all.
(17-01-2014, 05:13 PM)ClaraKay Wrote: So, as you say, it's a fetish, and you're a pervert. Nice!I have no problem with these words. Fetish does not have to be degradatory. I definitely does not associate shame or other negative connotation with the word.
(17-01-2014, 05:13 PM)ClaraKay Wrote: When I started taking daily doses of PM, all desire to fantasize that way disappeared over a two week period. Gone!Yes. In order to effectively feminize myself, I took anti-androgen in addition of PM. In result my T is suppressed -> my sexual libido is lower -> my agp is lower.
(17-01-2014, 01:33 PM)Wuerstchen Wrote: I have erogenous, highly orgasmic nipples. After I was divorced I had a girlfriend who went wild over my nipples. She said they brought out her "lesbian tendencies." She was like an aggressive male, constantly feeling me up, even in public places. She once did this while we were riding on a long-distance bus. She discreetly slipped her hands under a thick sweater I was wearing. Within five minutes I had a nipple orgasm. We were both astonished.